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Happy Thanksgiving from Brittany Ditch

Happy Thanksgiving from my family to yours!
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Praise God for moments like these

With the holiday season quickly approaching
People are rejoicing
People are praising
People are giving

Where there is nothing
There is hope

Where there is something
There is giving

An older woman came into my store
She had little cash
She had a tough past
Her brother past away a week before that

All she really wanted was milk and purple grapes
She decide to get a cake mix
To share with her friends

I looked at her counting change
I couldn’t help but see a woman in need

Another woman came by
Both of them began to talk
I thought they were friends


These woman went back and fourth between the register and aisles
I couldn’t help but wonder what was going on

They came back for the 3rd time
The woman had her milk and grapes in one hand
And change in the other

The other woman offered to pay
The woman in need was surprised with praise
As tears started to form
I witnessed an astonishing site

The woman I thought was a friend
Turned out to be a complete stranger to her

As this happened right before my very eyes
I couldn’t help but cry
This is what the holidays are all about
And I was seeing it before my very eyes

In times like these
It’s tough to see blessings like these passing our way

This is what the holidays are all about
This is what God is all about

Love your neighbor
Love your self
Praise God for moments like these

Unattainable, Indescribable, Irresistible

Unattainable, Indescribable, Irresistible


I'm on a mission
To find a man
That is completely perfect

Well I'm not saying he has to hit every thing on my check list
But he needs to be as real as can be

I might be young
I might be wrong
And it might take long

But then again,
Isn’t that life?

I want the all American guy

The guy with an education
And who enjoys watching football
(Once in a while lol)

The guy that loves his mother
And spends time with his father

I want a guy who is full of life
Full of jokes
Full of action
Full of a lot less procrastination

A guy who is filled with romance
Makes each moment last forever
Just like in “The Notebook”


A guy who will stop me in the rain
Stare into my eyes
And give me a kiss
Like it’s our first time

Men can act tough all they want
But in the end
They are just like us


They can cry
They can whine
They can be feminine
And be a little insecure

I want a guy that can party
Be laid back
A good round-hearted man
And still at the end of all that
Be someone I never expected to meat
Am I asking too much?

I want a guy that can cook
And turn anything into something amazing
Just like my dad could with the weeks leftovers

A guy that will face the horrible vacuum cleaner with all his might
And never allow me to go down to the big scary basement by myself

He can mow the lawn all summer long
While I shovel the drive way all winter long

I want a guy who is good from within
Don’t do something if you know it’s wrong

Never hold anything back
Because I will find out

To find a guy I can talk to
Would be amazing

I love to talk
I like to listen
Lets do that

A guy with confidence
Surpasses everything on my list
Just don’t get too cocky

Most of all
I want a Godly man
He is filled with adventure
He loves others as much as himself
He stays strong and doesn’t go with the wrong
A guy that loves God
He is guy who loves me
In the most strangest but rightist of all ways

It’s OK to be different
It’s OK to wait

In the end
Life is beautiful

Seeing beyond the unknown
Is tough
But it can be done

Life is full of surprises
Full of chapters
Full of amazing mistakes to capture

In the end
No one is perfect
It’s all about getting there
And the experiences from within

Our final destination
Might not actual be our final accomplishment
It might just be the last page
Before the new chapter

In the end
People will talk about our lives
Lets make it a good review

We are given one chance to make a life
Lets make it right

Just look around
We didn’t get here by ourselves
Love does exist
See the possibilities our Lord has given us
If this isn’t love
Then what is?

So the next time you feel like life is passing by
And there is not another person out there for you
Just remember what God has done
He wouldn’t want us to be anything but happy
So why would he play around with our hearts?
The most fragile part of our body (or well-being [still deciding])

We all have a true love
One that is searching for us

We might love other partners along the way
They might walk out on us
And we might walk out on them
But we should be thankful for those moments
These are the moments that are leading us to that one special person

So don’t give up
Be strong in the lord
And never give up hope

Understand what you want
Have an idea about what you don’t like
It’s very important

Even if every thing on your checklist isn’t hit
Just make sure the important things are

Don’t settle for less then you deserve

:D I’ll sit here and be patient until Mr. Right comes along :D

Dating early, isn't easy! Don't let society change you! We love you for your mind, not your body!

This is for all the young teens out there who just want someone to love them.
I'm sorry its so long, I get into examples, then details then... well you will see if you keep reading LOL


What is up with all these young girls dating. Yes I'm not perfect, I started dating when I was 12. And I wish I could change that. I grew up faster and every time a boy was nice to me, I thought they wanted to date me. So my mind focused on that and nothing else. Which is bad because I could have made some pretty good friends, but that didn't happen. Most of them turned into ex's I never talked to again, some friendship.
Yeah the holding hands thing was cute and fun. My 1st boy friend gave me a huge bunny rabbit for my birthday and he even gave me a valentines day card, in which he re-gifted. It was for him, from his mother. But i didn't care. I was young and to have a boy look at me was like "wow" but now I would rather have boys see me for who I am inside. I have a mind and I know not to waist it on boys that don't care to take the time to see it.

Lately I have been seeing an issue, which involves young teens and young girls. These girls wear their hearts on their sleeve each and everyday. And I hate to see them go through that. Society has definitely changed. What happened to that childish fun? These days young girls are doing more then just holding hands. What happened to dating? what happened to the limits? I see young kids experiencing emotions they know nothing about, is it because their not ready?

Some people fall in love with the idea of falling in love. That's when it gets complicated. How do we ever really know the difference. Listen to this song
This says everything when you listen to the lyrics.

If we all look at the fine print instead of just looking at the image in front of us, things might be allot different. Learn to know a person before you date them. Learn to love your self. When we were kids we believed that everything was possible. We believe in dreams. We believe in no enemy's. We feared adults, monsters and we battled our siblings for who was better at this, or who was better at that.

But then we become teenagers. We start to see a world beyond fairy tales and tinker toys. We want to grow up soo fast we skip the biggest step of all. Which is learning who we are. As teenagers our body's are constantly changing. We see people who are soo cool and we want to be them and have what they have. Instead of looking at who we are, we look at them, But why?

Growing up I wanted to be soo cool. I dressed to impress. I kept quiet and let them talk. What I had to say, wasn't good enough. Until one day I woke up and saw a stranger looking back at me in the mirror. I even looked at an old picture, wearing a short pink skirt with black crap all over my eyes. Why did my parents let me out of the house like that. I look like a damn raccoon. I didn't like that and I didn't like keeping my mouth shut.

I'm funny, I'm smart and if that isn't good enough then oh well. I wasn't going to waist my time, I had wasted enough. So that day I took a break. I started to dress like a lady and I wore mascara if none at all. More people started to comment me on my looks and that made me happy. I put my mind into my new high school and I became more independent then I ever thought I could be. I wasn't dating and I was happy. I dated here and there, but the relationships never lasted because I was scared to be with just one person. I wasn't ready to tie myself down and I thought that was what relationships were like at my age. They were a mess. So I stopped dating. I hung out with boys just for their company. Along the way I started to fall for my best, best friend, he didn't know that at the time. I kept quiet, I didn't want him to turn into a complete stranger. So I ran away from it. Yeah I cried, but by the end of the day things were alright because I still had a friend on my side.
Things started to change a few years ago. I got back into the dating scene. Only this time I knew what I wanted and what I didn't. I knew my dreams and I my mind was clear. School was out and it was my time to have some fun. I met some pretty great guys along the way. Some of them left and some stayed. Oh well big deal they left me. Yeah I cried. And I didn't move to the next guy right away. I took my sweet time because it was my life and I had no reason to rush.
I learned from each relationship. I learned to not love right away or fall head over heels for a guy that says they love you within hours of holding hands in public for the first time. I learned guys that might act like our friend, might not actually be our friend. He played me quite well. After that happened, I swore to never let that happen again. So I moved on, only to find myself yet again.

Now I finally see why all those other guys didn't make the cut. I was meant for someone better. My life is going great right now. Yeah I have a boy friend. He treats me like every girl should be treated. I feel like a princess in his arms. I have learned that words aren't everything unless your writing a long story like this. I have learned to speak up for how I am feeling. If I am pissed at him, he knows. If I am happy, he knows. I could talk about him all day. And I could talk about my self a whole lot more. LOL

If I have done one thing right in my life its to ask God for help and keep him in my life. A few weeks ago I was loosing a war with myself. I was mad all the time and I didn't know why. I blamed my family, I blamed my friends, I blamed my boy friend for something they had no part of. When all along I should have been blaming myself. I took my eyes completely off God. And I started to loose it. I wasn't as happy. I wasn't enjoying my life. I looked at the little things all the time. Why couldn't they be like this or that or this or that. I drove myself crazy. Until one day I felt alone. And I saw God in a tiny section of my heart. I was slowly walking away from him. I know it sounds silly but I seriously couldn't do it with out him in my daily life. I had a nice long talk with him and I couldn't believe how a few minutes of scripture and listening to gospel music made my day a whole lot better. I was filled with his light and glory once again. I got back on track. Things have been going great, I haven't taken my eyes off of him ever since.


So now a thousand words later and onto the initial reason why I wrote this. If your a teenager who is looking for Love I want you to take a good look at yourself and see who you are. I want you to ask yourself are you proud of who you are, are you proud of what you are becoming?

There is love out there, but we need to love our selves first and for-most. If you don't love yourself for the quiet,or outgoing, or spontaneous, or goofy person you might be, then how do you expect someone else to? Are your goals for the future safe. Don't let another person take your focus off of what you want your life to be like.

Respect yourself!

Don't let those idiots walk all over you. Because eventually they will leave you and they sure as hell wont care if you get back up or not.

Take a chance on someone who is willing to take a chance on you. If your not a priority in there life, then don't let them be one in yours.

Don't change to fit their check list.

Play hard to get and put yourself first.

"I hope this helps. And I would love to hear feed back."

<3

:D

The only person that can make it alright CAN’T

Every time I make plans
They all go straight to hell

I’m mad
I’m upset
I feel completely unloved

The only person that can make it alright
Wont because he is completely clue less

Have you ever loved someone who didn’t love you back?

Relationships are hard
But yet so much fun at the same time

I love how he respects me
I hate how he doesn’t see that it’s OK to take a chance
I hate how by the end of the day nothing else matters
The hate just doesn’t exist
And the hurt feelings seem so far into the past

I hate how he can take my breath away
And bring it right back at the same time

I hate when he asks me if every things alright
And all I want to do is lie and act like it doesn't matter

I hate how I can’t be mad at him straight to his face
He is too cute to be mad at

He is a complete idiot most of the time
But then again that's what I love about him

No one will ever see what I see in him
He is a remarkable man
But yet a complete dumb ass at the same time

I love him
Am I ready?
Hell yeah

Is he?
Probably not

I just hope that if he says…
“I love you”
He really means it
Nothing will mean more to me then to hear him say it
Come from his heart
<3

I hate you for making me feel this way

I hate the way you walk away
You don’t even try to see my pain

I hate to hear your name
What’s it to me?

I hate the lies
You were never on my side

I hate your new life
What’s the point?

I hate you for making me feel this way
You bring the devil out of me

I hate how you don’t get it
You don’t even try
It always has to be your way or the damn high way

I hate how you don’t try to understand
This is how I feel
This is my pain
You don’t care

I hate you
I hate you
I hate you

I hate the way you say it’s going to be OK
When it won’t
Things will never be OK when it comes to me and you

Stop it
You’re not worth it

I hate how you ruined my life
But yet made it so clear
My life is better off
Without you

I hate writing about you
I hate fools
You’re a fool

Be a mom
Face up
Act your age woman

All you do is drive the highway
With some man
I don’t care to know his name
He means nothing
And you do to

I hate how you don’t mean much to me
You’re just a memory
Soon to be gone

I’m done wasting my time on you
I see where I stand
I see where you are
I see how far away you are
I hate how my mom is never coming back

I hate all the pain you cause
I hate how you can walk away
Like it means nothing at all

Face it woman
You got a past
I would like you to face up to that
But in the end you won’t change

I will live my life
Along with society
Unlike you
Who knows your name?
Besides in the obituaries

My mom died the day she left me
In that corner crying
You didn’t even say good bye

Well here’s to you mother
Congratulations
You got away with it
You stubborn bitch

- My mom brings allot of anger out of me. I have never hated someone so much. Every time she tried to make things better, she only made them worse. I wrote this a few days before my poem "The Last Good Bye", I haven't written about her since. I have moved on and found light through my Father. He is truly my Guardian Angel. I thank God for him every single day of my life.
:D

I'm only 18, who am I to know?

Everything can be pretty
Everything can be ugly

We all have secrets
That better not be told

We all like to hide the moments we wish weren’t there
We all want to live happily ever after
Seems like a journey of touchier
If you ask me

Life can be a complete bitch sometimes
But that doesn't mean we should give up
Even the hurt isn’t so bad once its gone
But who am I to know

I’m only 18
Living
Trying to be happy

I love the past
But regret it as well

Who am to say what’s right and what’s wrong
Who am I to stop those that aren’t right?
Who am ?

I need to tell you "I Love You"

I don’t know what’s wrong
I wish the answers were clearer

I wish
I dream
I live and breathe

If only there was a solution
To the tears I am crying
Why are they pouring from my eyes?
Why won’t they stop?

I have a few ideas
But none make sense

I want to stop running
Just face what I want to say
But what will happen next?

I want to tell him the secret I am keeping

I want to hold him
And never let go

I want to kiss him
And never stop

I want to say….
I love you
Is that the answer?
Maybe it is
Maybe it isn’t

But all I know is that these emotions need to stop
I need to let go
Move forward
Enjoy the moments without him
Cherish the time I have with him

But who knows
What ever
No one knows
So no one cares’

Not even I can define what I’m feeling
All I want is love

Blah blah blah

The Past!

The past
By: Brittany Ditch

The past is the past
The future is on its way
But the present is where all the possibilities come alive

I didn’t know it was possible to let go
I didn’t know things would change in such a dramatic way
I obviously didn’t know what I know now

Now I feel sad but yet free
I can see all the possibilities

No longer do I cry over a memory
It just wasn’t meant to be

No longer do I feel wrong
For being a little girl just wanting her mom

No longer do I look for hope that things will change
They already have

No longer do I see the dream of her and me back together
Living happily ever after

No longer do I feel the pain
That took over that day

She took the fall
Not me

She decided to jump
When there wasn’t any need

What was she running from?
It sure wasn’t me

She left us
With out warning
Without any wanting of returning

She’s on her way to some destiny
Where there is no possibility of reuniting our past



How could I ever take her back?
When she left a perfectly good heart here to rot

Thank God for my Dad
I’m so blessed for that

The signs were undefined
The writing on the wall was all lies

Yeah you loved me
Where is the proof?

No matter what you say
Will not make me believe
You did this for me

Walking away
Just doesn’t make sense to me

All along things were dreams
Only to turn into a nightmare
You didn’t save me from

The last Good bye!

"The Last Good Bye"

I thought
I felt
I wanted things to be different so bad
That I dreamed instead

Now I feel content
I will not wait
I will not argue
I will not want

The past is the past
I understand that

But the future is my chance
And I’m not going to pass up that

I made a decision
One I have yet to regret

I have made up my mind
That the past is done

No longer will I worry if she’s coming back
No longer will she have to worry if I’m going to text her back

I couldn’t keep doing this to myself
Talking to her
Brings to much pain

Did you think I didn’t need you here?
To hold my hand
To dry my tears

She hurt me
And everyone else

She left
Behind our back

She cried
And so did we



We talked for the last time today
It seemed like the first

Yeah we cried
That wasn’t so bad
I’m use to that

I wished things never changed
But they have
I accept that

This is the last time I will ever cry over loosing you
Because that happened along time ago

At least now were not alone
You got your family
I got mine

I can’t believe I broke up with my mom today

There is no talking this over
The damage is done
I will not let this happen again
I hope you understand

Now you know how it feels
When someone you love
Walks away

I’m sorry
This is for me
This is for your little girl
And she grew up

We said what we had to say
Along with our final Good bye

I will always love you
Even if we don’t talk
You’re in my prayers

:D

Does it make a difference at all?

I love the crazy world of writing. It's like at any moment ideas will arrive. There is no running from them. The only thing you can do is to deal with it and do what is being said. Like today I felt emotions bouncing off the walls. All I could hear was write, write, write. So I stopped doing one thing, grabbed the computer and let everything poor out onto the page.
Enjoy :D



When life starts falling apart
Where do we go?
When life starts getting better
Why do we react in the most unpredictable ways?
Is the world so caught up in disasters happening?
That we forget how to be at peace
Or is it just me
Life has had its downs
But that doesn’t outnumber the good
When the unexpected hits
Why do we question it?
Instead of accepting it and moving forward
Not back wards

For a girl that practically has everything going for her
How can little things take her down in a heart beat?
Bringing her back to the ugly reflection that can’t be seen in a mirror

When we see the dark past starting to repeat it self
Where are the brakes
Instead of going right
Some of us continue to go straight
Only because we can predict how to solve the puzzle yet again

Instead of trying a new game
We continue to play the ones that make us feel like idiots after playing
For one girl challenges keep life exciting
Even though she can’t handle one that is trying to benefit life
Not destroy it

When people leave
It is said that returning home is the hardest thing to face
Yeah that’s true
But what if they don’t know what home is
Since their siblings seemed like strangers
Like the younger siblings compared to the old
Age difference steps in
Did they get left behind?

In life do we listen to those of great excellence?
Instead of listening to those that are just starting to build their life
I believe there is allot of learning to do on both sides
But who steps forward first?
The oldie or the newbie
Does it make a difference at all?
If the more experienced takes charge
Wouldn’t that underestimate the others?
Where is the even playing field?

In this reality
The star player fears a new member
A member that has sat on the bench all there life
Trying to get onto that field
To show they can be as good as everyone else
When will their chance come?
It needs to happen someday
So why not today
We will face the giants together
One more team mate comes on the field

Even though the newbie may be better than all the rest
Lets’ accept that and applaud it
Our team might actually do better this season
We will win together
We will lose together

Although this only counts when it comes to teams?
Let’s put that saying back into our hearts
Even if you’re not on a athletic team
You have a family
Whether you like it or not

Always remember only one person gets the glory
We call him God
Without him the world would be different
Would there even be a world at all?

To those who don’t hold the same beliefs as me
We all have at least one thing in common
To be loved is what we’re all searching for
You’re not alone
Remember that the next time someone gets under your skin

Think twice
Know your limits
Remember what you can and cannot handle
Don’t let that bring you down
Try something new and just take a chance already
You don’t know what you’re missing
Until you experience it
:D

Action is the new resolution!

A new year is among us
People singing
People drinking
People sleeping
Wake up
Wake up
Its a brand new year
A year to make new mistakes
A year to say I LOVE YOU 100 times more
A year to say I am changing today

This year my resolutions are as follows...
To stop lying
To stop teasing
To start singing
To live each day in Christ's light
And to eat way less Midnight Cheesecake
This year I want to mean what I say
Yesterday will not fade away
I will dream onto tomorrow
I say what I want
But i never do what I want
Saying the right words
Do not count

Action is the new resolution
Right now i feel AMAZING
With the radio playing
Nothing but my PJ's on
Looking at a blank page
I see the beauty I can create
With a single move
That will change the view
Of all those I do not know who
This image has a story
One that will be told
Nothing is holding me back
Not a shield
Not a scar
Not a boy friend

Right now my eyes are on God
I will let him take care of the rest
If my cloths don't fit
Oh well
He loves me at any size
If I trip
We will have a little laugh
That will soon be in the past
But this isn't over yet

I will teach myself to be happy
When happiness is that I have
Last year pain seemed like family
Every time it left
Guess what
I brought it right back
This year thats not how things will be
I am ready to let it leave
Bye Bye

Jesus I am alive

He is watching us
God is holding us
Although we can't see this magnificent sight
We must always keep the faith
This is where the hardest step is met
Giving our selves to what we can not see
Thats when we get scared
Lets stop giving up
Lets shine for those who need it most
We can be the living examples of faith
No more running
Unless we are in a marathon
Failure is in the steps that are not taken
We will succeed

Everything last year might be over
But God still stands

HAPPY NEW YEAR
:D
Praise God!
Do something new and never give up!

Gobbel, Gobbel!

With the holiday season taking off
Joyful songs are all we can hear

Thanksgiving is right around the corner
can you believe it?

Its time to pull out our appetites
Prepare our specialty foods that go so well with grandmas secret recipe
I can almost smell my grandpas turkey cooking in the oven
I can almost taste my aunts home made pumpkin pie
I get a stomach ache just thinking about it with extra whip cream
Don't forget to save room for Aunt Betty's famous Ambrosia
She only makes it 4 times a year
Each time gets better and better

This holiday season i am truly Blessed
A beautiful family is at the top of my list
Even on cloudy days
I was never left out in the rain
With out these special people in my life
the holidays would never be the same
This past year has been totally unexpected
Never thinking I would have fallen so deep
I never expected to rise so high
My family and friends are to blame
Thank you all for staying on top of the game

Its time to pull out or winter coats
Mix Match scarves and Mittens

The tree is on its way to being a site to see
Memories that will last a life time
Are in the making

Have a Happy Thanksgiving

"Gobble, Gobbel"

Summer 2009!

Summer went by too fast
This school year better go faster
Even with the dates passing by too fast
Life was able to keep up
Never stopping for a break
Like a human heart
Emotions flooded my mind
Gasping for air became a daily routine
Feelings changing by night
Never gave me enough time to catch a breath
This school year came
Everything that made the summer nights crazy went away.
Feelings became as still as a laugh in a magazine
The door opened
Water draining out
Things turned out alright
The sun shined in
No longer did the dark side of things seem to matter
Wasn't this one of the best summers ever?
take a chance its summer!!!

Needing to write!

How could I go through hell again?
I was saved
But yet it still haunts me
Why haven’t I fallen off the track?
I stand here not alone
Few have seen my absolute worst
Am I proud of it?
I would like to open up more and more
Braking down walls
That once seemed unbreakable
Now I have realized…
Flaws aren’t so bad
With out them who would we be?
After seeing how much those that have seen my dangerous side
Love me soooo much
I am blessed
But for those who haven’t seen that side
Is their love for me the same?
Not even close
But yet am I considered a fake to those that love me for my sweet side?
They haven’t been around me when I have exploded
I keep my anger to a minimum
So that if anyone is to get hurt, it’s me
Some things aren’t worth bringing up
I like to consider myself independent
I know what I need
People to talk to in times of
Fear,
Happiness,
Help
I know what I do not need
This one is easy
People feeling sorry for me,
People making pity decisions over what they think I need,
People that are just plain fake
I will still be there for those who don’t seem to care
I will not keep my thoughts locked in
Want to know something about me?
Just ask
All it takes
The reason why I have written this tonight
I do not know
I am not upset at anyone
Just needed to write
This is what came out
Tell me what”s on your mind
All it takes
Flaws aren't so bad

Mr.Snail (childrens book idea)

Mr. Snail might be small, but he has a heart as BIG as the mall.
Mr. Snail might be slow, but believe me he can go.
Mr. Snail can travel miles a day without needing a place to stay.
Mr. Snail has a hard shell to protect from predators close along.
Mr. Snail loves to eat the green leaves he passes on his way.
Mr. Snail comes out at night to protect himself from the suns daring rays.
Mr. Snail finds a Ms. Snail who is as pretty as Marilyn Monroe.
Mr. Snail and Ms. Snail get married. They become Mr. And Mrs. Snail.
Mrs. Snail lays hundreds of eggs. They will hatch 2 weeks later from that day.
Mr. And Mrs. Snail, snail eggs hatch. With there own little shells just like there parents.
Mr. And Mrs. Snail are now happy parents with hundreds of children to watch over.
Mr. And Mrs. Snail’s children are now older to go out into the world to start a family of their own.
Mr. And Mrs. Snail say to there children “We Love you all, Good Luck, And We Will See You When You Come And Visit.”
Mr. And Mrs. Snail grow old together. Who die and see each other in the next life.
Snails are just like us they are born. They grow up. Have families of their own. Get grand children. They die. Then they get together in the next life, to stay together forever.
So as you can see snails might be small, but THEY HAVE A HEART AS BIG AS THE MALL.

CHANGE

Everything I have is right here

Showing me how to fly

Not letting a day go to waste

Making choices

My feelings are the facts

You left me here

I became frightened

How was I going to move on?

Since October 10th past

I changed

Talking to my mom on the phone

Being around my Dad 24/7

Not letting a moment go to waste

Holding onto a family

That once drove me unbelievably insane

Is now my favorite place to be

Never seeing what I had

Changed Me

WAITING

When your first love hits you
What do you do?
Waiting for them to do something can take years
Involving much thinking with tears that seem to never run out of clouds

As little girls dream about prince charming sweeping them off their feet
Older girls wish they could catch a glimpse of what was once dreaming
Turned into hoping

When finding the man that seems to make everything OK
Don’t ever let them go
Even if the timing
The words never seem right

Feeling like you’re not that girl that’s filled with the special ingredient He’s been waiting for
Turns into greed
That eats with pain on the inside

Is it OK to want someone soooo much
You cut off all contact with the rest of the world
In order to keep what isn’t now
But maybe in the future yours?

Keeping a close eye on the item that makes your life complete
Can drive a person crazy
That one item goes on and off the market
But yet no matter what
You still never arrive when it goes on sale
Waiting
Waiting
Waiting for the right day you can take it home

Your closet cleaned out and ready for a fresh start
That’s when the tears are complete

While sitting here now
The perfect man is out there
He doesn’t have a girlfriend yet

I want him like a camera wants an emotion
Like a seed wants water
Like a baby needs a guardian

I don’t even know how to talk to him out side the friend zone
The reaction is my worst fear

A door will either open or close
The only question is when will I decide to knock
Speak
Let myself face
The temptation that lies beneath?

HISTORY OF THE CAMERA

In my media class we had an assignment that involved looking up information about a product that has changed over the years. My class and I had to turn the information we found and place it into a layout. After we found the images and information, we designed what we think the product will look like in the future. 

Since I am a HUGE lover of photography, my assignment involves the camera. 

Their have been many designs. 

Many moments to last a life time are treasured through the camera.

Enjoy :D

Listen to your heart every step of the way :D

Winter break just past by. Last week was filled with memories that will last a life time.

This winter break wasn't as boring as it was in recent years. Not only did I have 5 days off, But I was able to spend it with loved ones.

I spent the night at my Spiritual Mother's house on Tuesday. We had chocolate candies and drink sweet tea. Staying up soo late, talking about the past, as well as the future.

A friend once told me "You don't know where your going unless you know where you came from." That's exactly what I have been up to, learning about the past and learning about the days I miss understood what was going on.

Hanging with my Spiritual mother Therese has really opened up my eyes.

Not only do we all come from different back rounds but we don't always have to be exactly like those around us or those in our past.

We can write our own story. A story that no one has written before.

Growing up I enjoyed watching Cinderella, Pocahontas and The Little Mermaid. All three of these movies talk about woman achieving the impossible. These three woman wrote their own story and their own rules. Never giving up when times got rough. I hope to join the list of woman in history that have done just that. Never going by a basic set of steps.

In the future I hope to not only find my prince charming, but I will get there by just being myself. By not holding back my beliefs.

If you really think about it why hold back and hide the person inside? They are bound to break out someday, So why not today. Enjoy the life you are given and when people say its impossible, prove them wrong. Share your story. Listen to your heart every step of the way. Don't ever give up.

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That's why boundaries and knowing your wantings is important.

Find someone who is worth taking a chance on.

To find a someone that understand and respects who we are is one of the best feeling in the world.

Don't forget to smile

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Why do I call myself Brown eyed girl?

Yes I have brown eyes, But that's not the whole story. Amongst all the girl cousins in my family, I am the only girl with Brown eyes. Its quite the honor really.
Plus my Dad calls me that "His Brown eye girl"
Did you know theirs a song about it?
My Dad likes to play that song (Brown eyed girl), no arguing with that song change.
You can say I am more of a Daddy's girl, not just because I hang out with him the most, But because he has given me these amazing brown eyes. I couldn't have asked for a better gene.
Many people have told me they like my eyes because they hold mystery, beauty and so much more. I believe eyes can tell a story of their own if you look close enough. No voice, no smile, no body movement is needed. Can you see whats missing?
I see, speak, listen and I am myself with these brown eyes. That's why I call myself the brown eye girl. They can say soo much. I hope to show people that story.
Keep on reading for more postings about the Brown eye girl aka Brittany Ditch.
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Brown eyed girl :D

Growing up in the city has always been a challenge. Day by day I wake up and go through the daily motions. The goals I have are never ending. When faced with a challenge, I take it head on. Even when all odds are against me. I believe in the power of God.

One of my goals is to become a model. Ever since I was a little girl taking pictures and showing them to people has been like a hobby. I understand the modeling business can be difficult, I hope to cross the line between the life I am living now, into the modeling world. I have been to modeling school. I practice my walking and posing almost every night.

Another thing I am passionate about is Media. I am currently taking media classes at school. Which I love. Putting together photos, video clips and music; to create a story is really fun. I am learning every step of the way. Its a journey worth taking.

I have never had a diary. I once tried keeping up with one, But that wasn't fun. I don't mind if people know how I feel or what I am doing. Is that odd?

May this post be the 1st of many to come. I hope to update this blog daily. No more procrastinating. lol

Thank you for listening and I would love to hear your feed back. Anything you want to know? Don't be shy and just ask.

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