Needing to write!

How could I go through hell again?
I was saved
But yet it still haunts me
Why haven’t I fallen off the track?
I stand here not alone
Few have seen my absolute worst
Am I proud of it?
I would like to open up more and more
Braking down walls
That once seemed unbreakable
Now I have realized…
Flaws aren’t so bad
With out them who would we be?
After seeing how much those that have seen my dangerous side
Love me soooo much
I am blessed
But for those who haven’t seen that side
Is their love for me the same?
Not even close
But yet am I considered a fake to those that love me for my sweet side?
They haven’t been around me when I have exploded
I keep my anger to a minimum
So that if anyone is to get hurt, it’s me
Some things aren’t worth bringing up
I like to consider myself independent
I know what I need
People to talk to in times of
Fear,
Happiness,
Help
I know what I do not need
This one is easy
People feeling sorry for me,
People making pity decisions over what they think I need,
People that are just plain fake
I will still be there for those who don’t seem to care
I will not keep my thoughts locked in
Want to know something about me?
Just ask
All it takes
The reason why I have written this tonight
I do not know
I am not upset at anyone
Just needed to write
This is what came out
Tell me what”s on your mind
All it takes
Flaws aren't so bad