New beginnings

After going through a tough time this past year
After deciding to let go
And trying to figure out what I want
I'm where I am meant to be

I am happy
No regrets

I couldn't trust people for a while
I know posting on this blog might open up that door again where someone was texting anonymously and stalking me
But I don't care

The only thing you guys need to know is that I made the right decision
I found a man
Not a mamma's boy
I found a true gentleman
He has that wild country side I always wanted
Along with many years in our US Navy

We hold nothing back
We talk about things people say we shouldn't

He has seen sides of me I tried to hide
But with this new beginning I laid everything out on the table
And he accepts me more then anyone ever has

My family loves him
My dad and him have so much in common
I know it might sound weird how I relate him to my Dad
But my Dad is my rock
He never left me, he gets me and I could hang out with him any day
I think its cool
Maybe that's what I needed all along

Even though he is like my dad in soo many ways
he is also soo much more
I never expected to feel loved by someone again
But I do
He doesn't need to say it because he shows it every single day

Its funny
We haven't even been out to a movie yet and its been 3 months and we barely go out out
We talk soo much
Even when we don't have much to say
Its ok
because when you are dating someone you don't have to constantly be yackin yackin
Its the feeling of being right next to them and feeling content

I wish the road I traveled didn't have to be so rough
But I know it had to be that way
Im happy and I shouldn't be sorry for it
I see a brighter future
I know when the storm comes there will be a rainbow at the end of it
We can get through anything

I hope everyone out there in blog world is doing well

Always follow your heart
Move on from the past
Not all loves are meant to last

Be hopeful and never loose your smile
:D

Have a good night